all bout me

2009-10-26T00:10:00.001+08:00

but this time its someone who means alot
someone who made me step out
and let me be not afraid of who i am
the weird shit is somehow i now wish tt
i had jus kept it to myself,and let me suffer.
cos now i feel like im gonna loose apart of me

2009-09-23T07:37:00.001+08:00

I miss you =(

2009-09-18T22:24:00.001+08:00

I DO!

I really do

2009-08-31T01:43:00.001+08:00

i suck big time cos i cant even pull off a stupid bdae surprise...such a disapointment

2009-08-05T23:24:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder whyy you just cant realise your mistakes...then i realised...you have what you want now...im just another temporary like i said...was all you said lies then?
The biggest question yet?

as i look back at our past i confused.

2009-08-05T02:38:00.002+08:00

you brought this upon yourself...

Ignorance has been around for a long time
Ignorance was there when you didnt care about my feelings
Ignorance was there when you showed me no respect
Ignorance was there when you stopped carring
Ignorance was there when you thought id take all this bull shit and keep quiet

but i wont be around for lone if you keep going.....

awesomeyyyyyyy blossomeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyy

2009-07-08T22:35:00.003+08:00

You know i think I am very blessed. Awesome best friend in the world,awesom friends, awesome classmates, awesome awesomeness.

Cause you know that dream i had...i still want it to be true. I wanna make this last...cos you noe and i know i'll never find a chipmunk like u ever again....so lets not loose it.

YOU ARE MY BEST BFF(Guys dont laugh)

claustrophobia

2009-07-01T03:19:00.001+08:00

Oh! sometimes i feel so claustrophobic with everything surrounding me. -___-'''

2009-06-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

i miss smiling to myself...
i miss having meanings ...
i miss happiness and joy...
i miss myself...and no one more

hate so deep...the distance is blinding

=(

2009-06-10T04:59:00.000+08:00

I miss having someone telling me I'm great.I miss having me being happy all the time.I miss being able to sleep properly.I miss a lot of things.

I made a decision so that those around me can be happier, why do I get such slap backs.

You are getting further.
You just don't understand that even if we tried i end up failing in the end.
You are just so shallow.
You are just not co-operative.
You are just way too screwed.

So many "You"s out there.

im so clumsy and stupid i dropped the entire popcorn box, the whole freaking thing.

and someone tell me how the hell am i going to stay awake and drum in 5 hours time when i still can't sleep.

IS IT MY FAULT I"M BORN THIS WAY!!

urghhhhhhhh...ass wipes!!!

2009-05-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

We all need a break!
I just need it now!
Someone to tell me im great!
Keep me alive pulse!

2009-05-09T15:19:00.000+08:00

Lala lie people. Well school has been cool. Kinda stressed with the SP show @ the moment things left laying around. I need to clean my room.RJs are stupid. I'm cool. RANDOM

ok here's some pics of recent events.

Good, you've kept me on my toes, now let me fall.

Then catch me as i go down =)

W46F

2009-04-26T01:40:00.000+08:00

If only you saw things the way I did, you'd see the beauty i see in you.

Keep me on my toes, will you??
=)

Memories

2009-04-12T03:20:00.000+08:00

A mistake i made,has turned over fate.
Where would i be, without you?

You've changed so much.
You've lost you're touch.
Where would i be, without you?

I told you i'd never run away.
A promise i said.

And now that you're gone, im weak and fray.

I'm standing by the bay.
Without you

Now as i look back...
I can remember the reason i started doing this...

Dear, I'll meet you're lovely gaze
Thats all i strive for...

Three Cheers For Five Years

2009-04-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

I swear that you dont have to goI thought we could wait for the fireworksI thought we could wait for the snow, to wash over Georgia and kill the hurtI thought I could live in your armsand spend every moment I have with youstay up all night with the starsconfess all the faith that I had in youI had in youToo late, im sure and lonelyAnother night, another dream wasted on youJust be here now against meYou know the words, so sing along for me babyFor heavens sake I know you're sorrybut you won't stop cryingThis anniversary may never be the sameInside I hope you know im dying, with my heart beside mein shattered pieces that may never be replacedand if I died right now, you'd never be the sameI thought with a month of apart, together would find us an openingand moonlight would provide the sparkand that i would stumble across the key, or break down the door to your heartForever could see us not you and meand you'd help me out of the darkand id give my heart as an offeringToo late, im sure and lonelyAnother night, another dream wasted on youJust be here now against meYou know the words, so sing along for me babyFor heavens sake I know you're sorrybut you won't stop cryingThis anniversary may never be the sameInside I hope you know im dying, with my heart beside mein shattered pieces that may never be replacedand if I died right now, you'd never be the sameand I will always remember you as you are right now to meand I will always remember you nowremember you nowSo sleep alone tonightwith no one here just by your sidesleep alone tonighthow does he feel how does he kisshow does he taste while hes on your lipsI cant forget youI know you want me to want youi want toBut i cant forget youso when this is over dont blow your composure babyI cant forget youI know you want me to want youI want to..

You know it's coming soon...
But this time I am ready...

Hope & Love

2009-04-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hello wello to everyone. Goodbye to you.

2009-03-27T23:03:00.001+08:00

dont be too slow dear, or you will miss me

im fast!!

=)

2009-03-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

You could be my someone
ou could be my scene
you know that i will save youf
rom all of the uncleanI wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

BIRTHDAY FANTASTICO!!!

2009-03-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

this year my bdae was jus great.FANTASTIC cdnt have asked for more...i let the pics do the toking. Oh and chipy thank you so much...i miss you already come back fast...i wanna watch more movies.....and maybe race u!!!!

cos YOU make me happier then i ever could.

ok if u see properly my sis is in the computer god knows how she got stuck in there??

ouh and these two came over in the morning with break fast and gifts

this picture was jus utterly hilarious

cos evrytime i think i feel empty u fill me up!

cheers to chipmunk and monkey!

ps i love the cardboard card!!

2009-03-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

you know you make me happier then i can ever be,right?

I cant wait for outing with bestie...i know you'll rock my sock till it drops....

ps:YOU better reply!!

oh dear!!

2009-03-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

you maybe my crush and you maybe the one....but bestie ur always on top of my world!!

lots of love to the ones who make me who i am!!

2009-02-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

i m sooooo hating relationships....all they do is hurt everyone....but now i wanna run
i really wanna run......
i have fears

I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY

2009-02-11T03:16:00.001+08:00

I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY...

Oh every second of ours is gold...
So treasure every moment we have dear, for i fear the future does not hold a space for our dualities!
Are we lying to ourselves about the truth?
Or are we ignorant to feelings?
Has the ways of the past not been prepared for us?
Or are we faithful to it as it is not to us?
We wait.
I wait
Do i hallucinate?

a poem entitled I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY

a word dosnt make a sentence

2009-01-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

cause lately i feel you're leaving me behind

*tell me, im not alone
you're on the phone

2009-01-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

MFSL-Hear My Cries.wav - My Five Second Lover Feat 13 IS A CROWD

monday aint so bluey!!!

2009-01-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

yup ppl crowdification is out its a great cd....so please contact me and get it b4 its sold out!!!!

you know how ppl get monday blues....well i dont!!! i look forward to monday...cos its the day i get to spen with bffffffffff mila!!!! she comes over after school and we hang out chillexio and doo the craziest stuff......really makes me happy!!!! mondays are the best now.....super awesome all thanks to chipy!!!!

*i say it cos i belive i care for u more then the world!!!!!

2009-01-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

CROWDIFICATION

2009-01-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

Mila is a bigger bitch....but she is the bestestestestest!!!.....

hahahha take tt bitch!!!

2009-01-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

U make me happy....u make me crappy...u make me a monkey!! =)))))))))

BUMP BUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!! Firstly today was SUPER DUPER CRAZY DUPER AWESOME!!!

I've been really stressed up with school application,13's press kit......its been such a hard time....so i was really looking forward to today....i didn't get chipy a good birthday present at least thats what i think. So i made her promise me she would let me bring her out for one full surprise day.., BUt the stupid flyer spoil so no choice i let chipy decide what to do in the first half of the day!! SO we watched bedtime story...since she always nags like a mother i let her pay for the pop corn.....
ok the movie damn funny!!!!! very the worth it!!!!....ok next my surprise for her!!!! The G MAX REVERSE BUNGEE!!!!! hahahah she sooooooo didnt expect it at all wen she saw the thing she freaked out like a little baby!!! hahahah
b

ut thr was a little rain so anti climax....but we decided to do it anyway......so first was the gmax normal .....the one where u get shot in to the air.......damn FUN SIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chipy was like screaming hahahahah i was scared abit toooo but i didnt close my eyes!!! wohooo
NEXT was the g max extreme swing....ok picture this a GIANT SWING compared to a small swing yup ok actually it bigger
and guess what the cool thing is it lifts u all the way to the top and YOU let go of the trigger....and so we we're going up and i was like okkkkkkk this is going up VERY high!!!!! then we reached the top it was f*****ING high.....then chipy was like no no.....and i was like ermmmmm *press reasle latch* hahaha it was sooo freaking coool.......damn fun!!!!!! wohooo there was noo words for it lah!!!!!

but amongst the fun...what meant to me the most was that i spent it with my bestie.....she seriously is and maybe the one person the understands and cares and loves me as much as anyone else or more in this face of the world...i really hearts my bestie....and may god keep us together forever....BITCH!!!!!!!!!!! heheh
enjoy the pics....

Crew: ok when u reach up thr and u see the light is green pull the lever.

Me: ok bro no prb

Mila ( while half way up) : eh ur COULR blind!!

ME: erm soo...

me: erm i gonna pull the levr now

mila: erm its still orange

me: ok now its green

Mila: no im scared..

ME: ermmm *pull the lever*...opss

hahaha

YOU CAN TELL SHE IS SCARED...WAKAKAKAK

concrete evidence mila is scared

ok tt man in the back...he is a cool dude

Cos even wen im dead tired and out of breath....u keep me going....tts why ur the best

please spare me

2008-12-26T04:38:00.000+08:00

And now that your here. I'd fall again. For the one thing that kills me the most. Why poems are spoken and songs are sang.word show no mercy!!

Oh let us dream away!!

2008-12-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

I miss you chipy!! come back...come back soon!!!

I'm feeling it!!

2008-12-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hey yo diggity yo!! a few things I'd like to talk about...

Firstly school....I'm feeling the pain of leaving school now...Now i cant stand for any school, feels so wrong...in a months time everyone will be in school or getting ready for school...while i have to start everything again...i wished i cherished my moments...cause now it seems i have none...I'm going to be starting a new life..and I'm at the brink of it with 13 is a crowd booming up, new school all the gigs...not to even mention baybeats....the pressure is building up immensely...i feel very left out...and work aint that cool either...i mean i get the im not wanted vibe...never used to it though...i mean i noe the "utha your annoying please shut up i wanna study" vibe but this is different.WAY different....

I really wish i knew what to do now....My inspirations are soo strong....yet my will is so poor.

Its like having the power but your too lazy to use it.

And you, you aint making it any easier....you have brain washed everyone i know...look around you!! look what you have done!! may peace be bestowed upon you

I need a will i need a reason...i need a very great live show!!
i think.....lets jus hope baybeats will want more of me.....
cos wen im done....the world will be engulfed in a drug known as music

yea baby

2008-12-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

we're meant to smile!
so lets do it!

erm...........

2008-11-29T02:37:00.001+08:00

How hard is it to follow instructions??
You're playing the wrong game with me?
You cant pull me...

Chipmunks back...Ohyah!!!

2008-11-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

ok today was jus perfect...i swear!!! and its thanks to chipy the chipmunk with a big fat ***.....hee! ok today met her at 12 and naturally we had so much to talk considering the fact we hadnt seen each other nor talked to each other for three F**king weeks! I totally missed her to bits...I was soo glad i could to talk to her....and of course we did the usual B-I-T-C-H-I-N-G which i think is cool...all best friends should bitch!! its cool!! yup we went to watch the BODY OF LIES movie was pretty cool nothing spectacular but cool. Then it was arcading time...and she did beat me at almost all the games...but i manged to beat her in the first round of time crisis....and chipy u suck at playing drums!......

Ok heres a dedication for someone very speacial in my life! My chipmunk! Seriously the best Best-Friend-Forever any one could ask for or even get...except when shopping and waiting in the poly clinics....but besides that seriously she is NUMBER ONE!!! BITCH YOU ARE NUMBER ONE!!! I swear you paint a geniune smile on my face evrytime....Not only mine....But on evryones face...Your family,your friends even strangers.....not all the money in the world can pay the price for our friendship.....unless of course your willing to trade me jessica alba for her...but thats a different story......You're number one bitch!!! and im glad you back and closer then ever.hearts you alot my super chipmunk!!!

I SMILE!!!!

Cause she is my super hero!

And we end with a sweet note

The more you run from him...the more i run from you...

2008-11-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
yes...i miss hector and victoria very much...but they jus have to gooo

You're trapped in a room for 3 days with your ex, what do you do?
Talk i guess. waht else are you gonna do for 3 days

You're stuck on an elevator with the person you've fallen the hardest for what do you do?
Nothing hard....try being stuck in a booth with her!

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
No one....I miss Chipmunk

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Its been ahwhile....no one has seen it

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
yah....now
Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
not today....cause the whole day I've been listening to 13 is crowd's mix
Has someone ever made a promise to you and broken it?
i cant even remember.....my god!!!
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
no...for the better of the both of us now
Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
yes! in the movies!!...URGHHHH
Does anyone hate you?
YES hahaha alot
Have you ever been a gymnast or a cheerleader?
yes...once...dont ask me about it
Do you currently have a hickey?
NOOOOO
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
deffinetly...wat about the girl??
When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
few days back
Do you believe that you can change for someone?
no
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
yes...two of them and the band
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
yes many2 times
Would you ever kiss anyone 16 and over?
if its neccesary
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
no....
Do you give out second chances too easily?
yes
Do you find piercings attractive?
not unless ur a girl...and u have one on your ears
Who are your favorite people to talk to when you're down?
chipy and one more
Who was the last person you sat next to?
seelan
Do you smile often?
yup
Do you prefer an ocean or pool?
OCEAN
When was the last time you cried?
lets not tok bout his anymore
Why is your relationship status the way it is?
-_-
How long is your hair?
now very short tooo short
Who do you dislike currently?
-_-
If you could have something right now, what would it be?
-_-
Do you miss anything/anyone?
-_- _-_- WHY do u torment me??
Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
in camp
If you were being chased by an alligator, what would you do?
run u idiot
What song are you currently listening to?
13's mix
What time did you wake up this morning?
2pm??
Do you have any cousins?
yessea
Can you imagine yourself living in a cardboard box?
noooo
Who was the last person you talked to?
ermmm? dad
What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
maths!!!!!! die!!!!
Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
in a house hahahah
Ever liked someone that you didn't think you stood a chance with?
-_- why????
Would you ever change for a boy/girl?
what the fuck is wrong with u people??
How do you feel about abortion?
ermmm its dumb?? abprtion is like condoms....sstupid but u need it
Do you eat junk food everyday?
yea!!!

ouh why oh why...i feel like i need you

I MISS YOU CHIPY!!!

what?????

2008-11-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

You said you're DANGEROUS

why are you trying to endanger me???

why?? why?? CHIPY WHERE ARE YOU??

I can feel the preasure

LISTEN!!!

2008-11-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

i was broken down
you tried to fix me up
and now you've made a mess
and we're all screwed up

i cant talk to you
i cant tell you in your face
how much you're meant to be
how much you're meant to flee

please understand that our silence
is meant for you
is meant for you

please dont
try to hard
just try to stay away
cause this mess we've made
will make me cry today

we've tried to hard
we can't salvage what we want
its over
its over
its over

please understand that our silence
is meant for you
is meant for you
and please understand that i cant turn back
for you
for you

what has been done
has been done
we are broken apart at the seams
can we erase the past and begin a new sin?
can we erase the past and begin a new sin?

please tell me what to do??

I AM LOST NOW!!!

2008-11-14T17:47:00.000+08:00

FLU!!!! FLU!!!! FLU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay bestie is back.....flu go away die die...

and you what the hell you trying to do??/

the world is ours

2008-11-11T19:15:00.005+08:00

yo yo diggity yo.Ok bff i out for camp again...this time OBS and i am damn bored....miss her quite alot....but i can make it haha...ok back to work again...but this time they put me at sentosa...i am going to die of boredom!!

reflections: ok i dunnoe wat tyoe of mess i have gotten myself into...but i need to be safe...you got too close so now you have to go away...it hurts...to leave someone...but i need to take care of myself....i wish they were here in my bed...but nope...the loneliness aint getting to me....

ok.....till next time

the world is ours

2008-11-11T19:15:00.003+08:00

the world is ours

2008-11-11T19:15:00.001+08:00

happinees only lasts for today

2008-11-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

firstly I'm very happy cause bestie is back.And i miss her alot...alot OK dah over.
next tomorrow is session day again....13's a crowd is hitting the recording studio soon on the 23rd.we'll b recording two of our originals.'lean on me' n 'this is goodbye'. u can actually visit our myspace, www.myspace.com/13isacrowd. yes go go.go check out some of our demos okay.=)....the whole portion was copied from mila's blog...ok next
I'm gonna let this fight go messaging you now..but you ain't gonna get close to me...no NO NO NO

signing.....out

OH and you make me happy.....very happy =)

2008-11-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

ouh u have no idea how much your words hurt me today...but it takes no effect anymore!! go and be gone.............i feel lonely on my bed...but ill get used to it

ok today was plain

ONE YEAR AND WE STILL BE FOREVER I HEARTS YOU!!!

life update

2008-10-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

ok today was a pretty coolio day woke simultaneously to the call of my body and to the call of mila...coolio shit or what......ok b4 the post there are two things i officially hate to do...shopping with girls for clothes or any shit(unless its equipment) or going to the polyclinic( thank you mila)....ok so the plan was to finally do some quality time with bestie...but thanks to the stupid Que in the polyclinic the outing was reduced to a meal...and walk around....but i mus say...spending a day is just good enough....at least i can joke arnd be myself and chillio myself from all the stress that surrounding me...plus theres no wall between me and bestie................so I'm relaxed...i don have to impress anyone....however i dooo need to shave.....ok next we went to grabed a bite at secret recipe...and it sucks...obviously being the fat bums we are(no pun intended) we weren't full for their bite size serving so we went food hunting ended up in long jhon for clam chowder with sum prawn biscuit....coolio or wat??.....ok not.....then it was home time...cause i needed to go visiting money time....todays collection 20 dollars to be blown on movies with ace...

And you...you know who you are...stop being stubborn this Sunday is gonna be your test. the silence is just a minor penalty....we see if you have learned your lesson i warn you i might get diplomatic.....i took history class

may we have these smiles forever chipmunk...hearts you

i'll be waiting

uthagaboolaga

to angel

2008-10-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

its ok angel the longer u take to learn...the longer this silence.....its been a week........your blog is a start......if you wanna search for answers......ouh u can come to my house.....

a pianful lesson

2008-10-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

this is wat i told you my angel...you're learning the lessons the hard way...the way that hurts....if today you cry...my heart aches as well...but this silence mus go on....cos theres no other way i can teach you a lesson.....i mean the lesson....the lesson of life.....let go......but dont fall....

watching over you closely the.......cookie monster and the other two who sleep with me....

shine on....for everyone

2008-10-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

it hurts that u will cry
i swear you're on your on own
but im still there in the skies
waiting by the phone

and if this is how it goes
the lessons will have to go
on and on until you learn from the prose

cause you wont know
until you've lost it all
then you have nothing to fall on
then you have nothing to fall on

ridden

2008-10-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

well im done...im glad i confessed to my sins...now my heart is free...free to love the ones i love and free to fall asleep with my cookie monsters.....

i thought its the love that made me guilty..i jus realised that it was the sin of loving that changed me...cos one the way home i was happy....happy....different lighter...flying almost....it was because i was telling the truth and beyond that...i wanted to help

and help i shall

silence is wat our relationship is now...untill u have thought well enough...its time for u to move on....dont be a stone...dont be stubborn my angel.....learn from mistakes...till then silence we shall observe...

december rains are falling....

happy to be me now

i'll be waiting
uthagaboolga

thoughts

2008-10-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

you made me think.....

think if want to do this again

where are you??

2008-10-16T18:17:00.000+08:00

Please don't cry, You know I'm leaving here tonight, Before I go, I want you to know, There will always be a light. If the moon had to run away, And all the stars didn't wanna play, Don't waste the sun on a rainy day, The wind will soon blow it all away. (Yeah) So many times I'd planned To be much more than who I am, And If I let you down, I will follow you around, Until you understand. If the moon had to run away, And all the stars didn't wanna play, Don't waste the sun on a rainy day, The wind will soon blow it all away. (Yeah, oh yeah) When the days all feel the same, Don't feel the cold or wind or rain: Everything will be okay, We will meet again one day. And I will shine on for everyone. So please don't cry, Although I leave you here this night, Where I go, how far I don't know, I will always be your light If the moon had to run away, And all the stars didn't wanna play, Don't waste the sun on a rainy day The wind will soon blow it all away. (Yeah, oh yeah) When the days all seem the same, Don't feel the cold or wind or rain, Everything will be okay, We will meet again one day. And I will shine on for everyone, Shine on for everyone (Aaaaaaaah - aaaaaaaaah) When the stars all look the same, Don't feel the cold or wind or rain, Everything will be okay, We will meet again one day. And I will shine on for everyone, Shine on for everyone.

i dont see the light as the days go by...maybe its time
maybe...the lie i said....will hurt me more then you....

im leaving

2008-10-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

1.State part of the lyrics from the song you are listening to?
"the power lines went,and i am all alone, i dont really care at all not answering my phone...." hey monday- candles
2.What do you carry with you at all times?
MP3 and Handphone. and the memories
3.What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Utha,Otah,Uthaiyan
4.Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
yes, too many times but playC
5.What is your favorite fruit(s)?
Mangoo...the sweet ones
6.Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
semi open semi closed
7.Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
nah i dont think soo...im not tt type
8.What are you doing now?
chatting on msn and blogging
9.What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
cake...my sister b'dae
10.Do you like roller coasters?
yes kinda,but not when they make me puke
11.What do you like on your pizza?
meat,cheese,sauce,all the usual except pineapple its gay
12.Do you want another pet?
i dont ever want a pet...their meant to live freely in the wild
13.First thing you do after watching a movie?
pee like duh
14.Is it in you to kill someone?
if i really had to do it to protect a loved one...i will
15.Daydream a lot?
You bet
16.You'd rather lose your mobile or your mp3 player?
mp3....i rather kill myself then loose contact with you
17.Who's the sexiest person alive?
my mom...nah...erm haley wiliams
18.What do you always order at McDonalds?
filet-o-fish student meal
19.What was the last movie you watched?
babylon ad with someone speacial
20.If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
i rather not....or maybe cookie monster
21.Are you afraid of falling in love?
if i fall will she pick me up??

you painted a smile on my face

2008-10-12T02:26:00.000+08:00

YOU MADE ME CRY

its that time of the year again

2008-10-10T00:58:00.000+08:00

mood: i don't have one
song: the silence of the night

i cant give up

but maybe i have too

tonight i sleep in the cold

alone

i'll be waiting

uthagaboolaga

The power lines went out

And I am all alone

But I don’t really care at all

Not answering my phone

All the games you played

The promises you made

Couldn’t finish what you started

Only darkness still remains

Lost sight

Couldn’t see

When it was you and me

Blow the candles out

Looks like a solo tonight

I’m beginning to see the light

Blow the candles out

Looks like a solo tonight

But I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before

There’s no need to explain

I am not the jaded kind

Playback’s such a waste

You’re invisible

Invisible to me

My wish is coming true

Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight

Couldn’t see

When it was you and me

Blow the candles out

Looks like a solo tonight

I’m beginning to see the light

Blow the candles out

Looks like a solo tonight

But I think I’ll be alright

One day

You will wake up

With nothing but “you’re sorrys”

And someday

You will get back

Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out

Looks like a solo tonight

I’m beginning to see the light

Blow the candles out

Looks like a solo tonight

But I think I’ll be alright

Because red is your favourite....

2008-10-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

when the sky turns dark

and the world is watching

and the rain falls down

and your friends are laughing
when all hopes lost

and your dreams are drowning

and your feelings crossed

and you feel like jumping

dont go

we'll stay right here

feel the breeze of the ocean

keep each other warm

and feel the motion

cause when you're falling down

i'll come and pick u up

and when screaming in pain

ill come and shut u up

you can sleep here tonight

cause i'll be right behind you

you won't feel a thing

cause my prayer will save you

and god will keep us kin

ill be waiting

uthagaboolaga

now

2008-10-05T00:09:00.001+08:00

i remember that day the trained pass by
your innocent smille
will i see tt again
i remember tt day u passed by my booth
your caring smile
will i see that again
help me
i need to get out
i need to leave
im going now....
bye

sinking

2008-10-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

mood: down
song: ten and two by a bird a sparrow

Ok did i do something wrong....my god it's turning to nightmare. Help me! I know you will. Will you??

Erase these dreams I never had It turns again but never look back We'll never go back Delete these sheets I failed to save Words cant describe the day And I cant speak tonight Never look back Never hold back Gotta get back To the places we once loved So I can sleep tonight Embrace these streets ive never crossed It turns again and we might be lost But we're well on our way We lost our way back home And we drive around for miles Just to see the open road I can see it comin Lets keep driving Just keep driving Lets keep driving Just keep driving We've gotta find our way home

please let me win this time...i really want to

I'll be waiting

uthagaboolaga

open my eyes

2008-10-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

mood : coolio
song : warm me up by the audition

ok its kinda erm "ironic"....not really sure bout wat word i should use there but heres wat happened today.ok today was the long not anticipated maths h1 paper .so yeah kinda woke up late in the morning but was still able to catch the bus in time. Ok reached school couldnt find the familiar faces, Yea ok heres the thing i did the maths paper(whatever which was do-able lah). Yah i couldnt sleep at alll!!!!! so for like 2 and a 1/2 hours i was practically starring at nothing. STUPID caffeine working at all the wrong times!!! ok after the maths paper i saw aishah twinkles (ouh and erm credits to her for getting me the blog skin,thankk you ALOT! =) ) ok after that i went home to get a quick nappy!!! ok yea then collected my glasses. Ok so here's where the eye opening starts, my sister leaves to london today for a tour.Yea gonna miss her...Even though yea she isa annoying gonna miss the non annoying part....but too substitute her i have another annoying sister so no harm done to nature.

yea he comes the sad part we went to the temple(the whole fammily) i was wearing black so i didn't feel right going in...i dunnoe why so i stood outside this poor man was begging for food...my eyes couldn't help but tear....hiaz there i was complaining about life and here is man who kept smiling even though the world refused to help him he came to me and asked me for food i didn't have any all i Had was seven dollars which i need to give my dad but my heart couldn't bear so gave him two dollars...it maybe nothing to some of us but it meant a lot to him he had a smile painted on his face so sincere and walked away with his heavy plastic bags my heart felt as though it burned. How can a man with nothing to his name be happy with 2 dollars why we lucky bastards who seem to have everything complain day in and out....Today I'm gonna make a difference....i happy i did....i made someone smile.....i ant do it everyday....but its worth it...thank you for making me do a good did!!

lets extend our love people it doesn't mean only during Ramadan must fasting and and good deeds be done...or only in a time period......do a good deed from the bottom of your heart everyday....your road to heaven will be pathed

ouh i dreamt you left forever
i dreamt we dance together one day

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

movie of life

2008-10-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

mood: lazy bumness
song: the best defense is nonsense by caracal

ok blood pumping in my veins y'all.It's telling me to sleep but what the hell just one update wont do no harm. OK this whole week has been pretty much mundane with all the studying sleeping and examing except for the meet up with rahman and ace to discuss bout the two singles 13 IS A CROWD will be releasing and me and man are Foosball champ...amazing work there man. OH and yeah my phone is spoilt again.......abit....ok other then thats all people

two more papers five more days

i wanna the watch life with you...will you watch it with me??

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

Men were made to fight!

2008-09-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

mood: ?????

song: we own the night by a bird a sparrow

Ok here's the jiffy in a miffy!! Oh wait maybe miffy in a jiffy! sounds cooler. Ok I'm going to do it! I corrected almost all my errors. I will correct all my errors. I hope karma becomes good to me again. I'm gonna be super honest no spinning of stories,(chipy if your reading this remind me to tell you everything) no more lies or hatred I'm gonna do it!!( No not under age felony!!). Ok like always for all the times that i thought what i was doing is right, this time maybe the right time.Besides this time im calm and im in my senses(yea right).What ever it is i have cookie monster to keep me company!!! I can do it

this time i'll do it right(hopefully)....lots of hope

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

sinner!!

2008-09-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

mood: happy,contented,guilty of a sin

song: why by second hand serenade

ok just a very short one.I have done something very wrong i shouldnt have done it. but it jus happened.I have fallen in love...with someone i shouldnt.is it wrong for me ti wish for you...oh your warmness in every hug and love an care....oh i have sinned for falling in love with anothers....but cant you be mine

god forgive my sinner's heart and give me what i want!!! make my sins go away...make it a blessing.......

IM A SINNER!

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

phone calls!!

2008-09-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

Mood : good

Song : phone calls - forever the sickest kids

ok today was cool.I did alot of things that made me feel good...if everyday is like this it would be kinda cool. But i am thankful thank you!! Ok here are todays events in chronological order. Ok i woke up at 645 sharp but my sister yet again took the toilet without telling me she had to go to school early(in my house we fight for toilets!!).Ok that made me angry but yea i just bathed in the other toilet. then erm 157ed to school and met chipy and her gang whie waiting for dan yea they were like joking about lame things....oneday....wat type of a stupid person has a nme oneday!!Pfffftttt!! ok then when to class.Ouh i went to alllllll my classes today didnt skip even one!!! Woo hoo ok first was gp lecture which was one of those boring days.....managed to catch up angel and will be meeting her tommorow before the xams start after which i wont see her for long!! i MISSS YOUUU ANGELLLLLLL!!!! ok tommorow will be unplanned madness hopefully!!

after gp i went to m.o.b where i also deligently listened while trying to keep vicki awake!!!!!

ok break cant remember what happened oh.....yes ok now i know please date me at least hemani!!! hahahahahah PLEASE!!! -_-"

after breaking econs the usual whoo haa of a lesson thanks to mr raj....then poa...which seemed shorter then its usual toture!! hahaha

ok after school went home to sleepppp!!!!!!!!!!!!wohoooo hooo

and then woke up jimmy kimmeled then studied then helped chipy with her art and then the usual crapo session wit her and then........................(i went to seven to seven eleven here).....ok im back went to buy drinks i got thirsty!!1 MIRANDA ORANGE IS COOOLLLLIOOOO..... ok now i blooging...ok it might be sometime before my next blog entry......so here are pictures and some words.....

Whats cooking? I tell you...

the BFITWF who always keeps me going

To the love and care that can never be replaced

she annoying

she's crazy

she's my sister =)

he makes me feel good (at times)

he keeps me on the game

to the ones who wont date my frens!!(jus joking)

to the people who keep me reasurred that fren ship is true

the past i wont forget the future i wont remember

to the stuoid things we do to ourselfs

you're getting annoying..it was a beautiful frenship...but i give u the chance

i keep my head in the game

i will be me!!!

loves to everyone who makes me me....i osund extemly gay but WTH!!! its cool

ill be waiting

uthagaboolaga

hey howdy how u hodo...DAMN YOU!!!

2008-09-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

MOOD: surprsingly good! yet a little confusion(about school)

SONG:Misery business - paramore

ok here this I would like to do a PDA. Nope not a public decleration of affection but public decleration of apologies.Ok firstly you, I am sorry I am ignoring you but yea my mind got screwed so i had to do it.I would be back to normal tomorrow morning. You i actually dunnoe what happened but yea to be safe im doing wat im doing! SAFE MYSELF!!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!(runs and hides under bed....)

Is it safe now?? okk school is not cool...its for fools...and im one!!!

hahahah

i feel jolly cause im about to do many good things!!

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

Thankful, yet very pissed at the moment

2008-09-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

Mood: happy(thanks 13iac and chipy), pissed(thanks b**ch!)

Song: Rush - Anna judge april ( local )

well today is kinda like a up and down day.But i feel pissed for a reason which i will explain later.But firstlets update for today erm yah school sucks hahah...Ok after school headed back home to welcome 13iac for a meeting at my place.Very productive yet enjoayable meeting, finally the feeling of having fun...towards the end of the meeting we did some headbanging excersises.COOLIOO!! ok after that they left. We will be meeting andry on next thursday! Yea. He is a nice guy. Ok so Thank You chipy and 13iac for cheering me up.

You are like my BFITWF!!!! Love u LOTS!!!

Ok now come to this Bi**h.....You think you who!!!?? Huh? seriously go get a life....my respect for people is the only reason you havnt gotten a piece of my mind...but why let this WH*re spoil my day....back to life

I LOVE THE WORLD(for five seconds)

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

HIstory is kinda slow!!

2008-09-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

mood: normal

music: The Rumours Are Flying - A Kidnap In Color

ok so not the impact i expected but all things grow slowly are meant to be great.

ok today went to the fun fair in deyi to wish fatin a happy b'dae so met ace in the moring who was uber soooooo lat his ten mins is like an hour in the process of waiting!! ok we craped on the way to and mokia if im not wrong cause i cant really remeber what we talked about. Oh wait we talked about band stuff. I suck at hoops!! Then we headed down to admiralty to buy the pedal for sufi and then we went home it was just a lazy day ate dinner with mom outside. Then yup laziness all the way.I will study tommorow! Oh and anouncement to blog readers 13 is a crowd will be trying out for the baybeats auditions this year so we can perform next year! so do continue your adorable support.

i love everyone! but i still love you more than i could

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

History is made today

2008-09-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

mood: proud

music: woah oh by forever the sickest kids

ok people today i wanna make history and i need you to do it together with me!!

today is the launch of my dreams.. MY FIVE SECOND LOVER!

here's a short write up on what this means

MY FIVE SECOND LOVER is a movement. A movement to make evryone feel happy and feel loved. SO this is what you do on your MSN or IM nicks put the word MFSL and also evrytime u see someone sad or alone go up to him/her and tell them to smile and that you're their five second lover. Five seconds makes a big difference in evryones life.Spread the love. Soon to be followe by and all star band named MY FIVE SECOND LOVER!!

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

102!!!

2008-09-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

mood: still in the dunks

music: belive me im lying by forever the sickest kids

ok people today for todays evnet raitings we went from horrible to good to horrible to horriblest and faced a slight sunshine.

YOU( the one i sopke on the phone with all night), i really hope you'd just speak out smtimes but today was good enough jus go back to normal please. I hearts you sure but don get the wrong thing!! Urghhh god seriously u need to give me more skills!! ouh and i realised i said you on the phone jus now really weird.....jus be normal please don make distances or wat it makes things worse and jus tok!!

oh to fitz and fatin thanks for talking to me jus now really made my day to at least waking me up from grouchy land.And ermm the next time jus tap on my shoulder no spraying required!!
love you guys as well

ermmm you ermm like what you trying to do!!!! you dont use a hammer to stich a wound booozooooooo!!! my god!!! but yea ok watevr ur hair is nnicest though!

im still troubled i can tell you evrything now.....take a chill first

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

aggitation!!

2008-09-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

mood: aggitated and grouchy( i just woke up)

music: we own the night by a bird a sparrow

ok i was fine at first but the stupid player wouldn't work so i got aggitated.Now im like soo URGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!Ok so during school today i was kinda doing nothing i wish i had friends in my class im getting bored!! Ok for once i prefer my past to what i have now! Ok im done people the high 5-ing is gonna retire im done now go take a hike! I need a decent conversation with people. People whom i care for whom i WANT to talk. Bleagh!!! what am italkitng about. OK tommorow i guess. Dont care if i have to do it alone i will do it!!

Ouh and you lets see how you feel like when i treat you the way that you did...i think you deserve this!!!

times have been hard on us
but we wont fall
we wont fall
But now we have fallen what do we do??
MY mistake i fell you just stare?
where are your hands when i need them??

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

ok reflection time

2008-09-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

mood: laid back

music: ten and two by a bird a sparow

ok heres the thing, im not complaining or what, i just realised something my phone barely rings unless it's someone trying to sell me something or it's a wrong number. My msn has not had a decent converssation in months and im practicaly feeling like the biggest loser in town now!!! But im not sad I'm just wondering why the sudden change in my life?? Hmm...Let us now think WHY THE FUCK WONT SOMEONE TALK TO ME!!!! ok I'm good now. BUt please don't go and approach me and try to do some pity talk it wont work.

Ok...i realise i say ok alot.Ok.lets change to alright.alright im bored ok fifa 08 is not getting anymore fun(er) then it already is. I need to do something that will take my mind of things!!! I need a break from breaking!!!!! ok i wil study from thursday onwards!!!!!! swear!!!!!! i will!!!!!!

ok goodbye losers who think i suck cause i dont im the best me in this world and krithee my hair is soooo much cooler then urs b**ch

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

practice makes perfect

2008-09-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

mood: surprsingly high, yet low which makes it even.

music: practice makes perfect by cute is what we aim for

ok mr angs wedding may have thought me a thing or two. Weddings are uber sooooo long and boring. But the precher dude said something that was very true. No one and nothing is perfect(not even your hair cut david beckham). Everybody and everything has a (in some cases many) flaw(s). Nope im not asking to go kill yourself cause you not perfect. I am telling you to be happy cause you not perfect. You see mila is not perfect her brain is soooo small thats why she was given a good smile(not perfect theres a chip on her left teeth).Ok back to the point. We aint perfect because we're like a puzzle, a puzzle with uneven sides and our partner(whoever it is) has the complimenting uneven side.Yah i think you got me. Im not perfect either I've got many flaws but i don't really care bout them. I care about what my assests are. Eg; my ass, my lovely bestie(despite how stupid she can be she is cute), my friends, my family. All these things make me.....ME!! I'm pretty childish guy and for all those who sstood by me i love you all. Really alot.
OUh and M.I just sucks!!! But thats the beauty in it, it sucks SO bad it aint half that bad.

ok enough for today

I LOVE CHIPY
I LOVE ANGEL
I LOVE 13 IS A CROWD

its getting crowded in here

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga

quickie!

2008-09-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

mood:hmmmm??

music: Nothing (strangely i have my earpiece on but nothing is actually playing),gonna listen to caracal though

ok now caracal's "the best defense is non sense" is pumping through my earpiece.

now let me str the updates as far back as i can remember...

sunday - baybeating with rais well lots of stuff happened we watched boys like girls screamed like girls for people we barely knew,ditched the local scence my my very bad. we wont do that again.go local talents!!!

monday i just slept at home....needed it

ok tuesday mugging time after a long journey through the forest of eshya i reached mila's residence ok i did a considerable amount of mugging in the begining then towards the end we just talk....you know it feels good to hav conversations!! ok then the pareants came home and all went silent great timing....ok mugged abit more then left to do wat i forgot i thinki went to meet seelan??

ok then wednesday i had through go through the jungle again to find the house after finding it mugging this time a little more seriousness cause alyfie(mila's bro) was studying too...but after lets say three hours non sense and me playing fifa 08 began.....then i kinda left around 430 plus to go seelan...hanged out with him....then thats it......end of the day....today for some reason i slept very long which is good......then met up with the crowd to have movie watching fast breaking time......cool but i was tired sooo was less active

ok now lets arrive at my problem....i know i like you, you're perfect the best and all ..........but i cant i cant ruin wat i built.....im gonna let this gooo......u jus cant take tt place......enough dah...its over...

where do i go now
now that its over

ok dah

tmr more sleeping

ouh and i love you alot!!

ill be waiting
uthagaboolaga......

Update

2008-08-31T10:59:00.000+08:00

mood: Confusion , heaviness

music:

OK so not in the mood to update but wth?
OK my right arm now hurts like hell cause i slept on it. Yesterday was awesome one of the best days ever however i am just sad that it ended SO fast and i didn't get to spend time with you...i swear i wanted to watch the movie with you but just happens we had all this planned. Yea it was a emotional day for me believe it or not watching you grow in front my eyes you just get more beautiful! but I'm glad yesterday day was cool.

the sad things is i got this heavy guilt conscience thingy. I wish to tell you all that i feel.but its happened before you read my mind and it ended like pie hitting the floor. besides i have this immense amount of responsibility killing me...its really uncoolio....but for now I'm just happy you're by my side.I L Y

OK today heading down to the beats with ace lets see how it goes.

it's getting empty in here......

I'll be waiting
uthagaboolaga

hey yo howdy how do ok watever

2008-08-24T20:35:00.001+08:00

Mood: empty

Music: shake your money maker-ludacris (its a nice song)

ok i just came back from jam with the guys....the show ain't half bad its cool....lucky for those who got invites.....its tiring actually playing rock......really tests ur staminah..woo!!ok i have this feeling suddenly that band has become a serious thing...i dont have half as much fun as i used too
but its fun non the less

And you i dunnoe i really miss you...but im becoming less expressive aboout it because i dunnoe I'm growing up...and i dont like it...i want it to be like before
just like the old times.....come back i really need you

And you....your acting all weird......don doooo tttthhhhhaaaaatttt.....NO NO NO NO!!!!!

Ok i just realised this my phone never rings!! I mean even if it does its probably my dad asking me to come home. No sms no call = waste of prepaid.....i mean my prepaid has been lasting since like last month
and my balance is 15.65 and that is soooooo sad.....man

I LOVE YOU!!!

ok back to the topic.......this is sooooo boring i might as well sell my phone sia!!! and get one super cheapo phone......ok im not emoing
I'm listening to money maker which is...............ok...........Im not making ANY sense here.....

so many questions in my head
wheres the answer to them all

haiz
sad
haiz

oh and the song your hearing is called hear my cries.13 is a crowd will be realsing their album...but i have also decided to make my own album which will be entitled. LOST AND STILL LOST.The album will contain all my acoustic songs which i have recorded it will be realsed in conjunctin with the 13's album...so look out

I'll be waiting...
uthagaboolaga.....

good days start with and horrible beginings

2008-08-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

Mood: happy, contented, puzzled??

Music: secondhand serenade - fall for you

ok toaday is awesome i swear!! Really!! i got of to an awefull start i was almost late....i thought i was going to have a horrible day!! but guess wat.....it was awesome!! ok school was pretty much mundane as ever.was feeling kinda bored and down.so went to canteen to grab a bite!! then fitz and fatin saw me thr fitz gave me a nice carring letter!! hahah thank you fitz.so yea made my day better plus it had a sweet those sour ones...waked me uo for maths....ok then back to boring ness!!! then chipy msged me asking if i wanted to catch a film of crse i said yes...i spare anyday for her....so yeah during the rest of the lessons i made a return card using the free postscards outside the library!! hahah...ok then after school....ouh i had a good time in gp!! toked to eddy dan and shaun nice fellows!! shld hang out with them more!! hahah ok after school wen to mett chippy adn saw her and her frens!! then we went west mall then i sang the song called aku cinta aku...composed by aku!! hahah aku............................cinta.........cinta.............aku!!! ok lame....then worked with farah.d "girlfren"......zoom zoom zoom....ok abi went home evryone went home left me and chippy!!! we went toeat....I AM FAT...ok back to the topic so we chatted like really long i swear i felt soo good to tok to her long long.....yea felt awesom then we toked more...then i brought her to a tempat veiw besstttttt hahaha...glad she like...nice to share things with the ppl u love!! ok then we talk damn long...and i soo loooooovvvveeee that.felt like the good old days......and oh recently i like taking pictures of

what happens around me....so heres all tht has been happening....and i chippy id love you anyday of the week no matter where you are...thank you for today.....

our smiles paint the sky with its brightness

i need braces maybe!

im always there behind you

Rest in peace my smiley face shoe!!

Thank you seelan for the wonderful bbq!

emptyness is inevitable

he is indian

can u see the skies with me as we lay below it??

*eye candy - ouhhhhhh maybe u are!!

as always

ill be waiting

time!!!

2008-08-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

Mood: Empty
Music of the week: the cab

ok people don worry im not emoing again.haha....jus feeling empty.well did i tell u i love hugs!! hugs make me feel good!! very good be it from a guy or girl....its good.makes you fell warm!! hahah.

ok yah.....im jus really bored and empty...wish i had someone next to me!! hahah

ok 13s' really preparing hard for the gig.....alot of impt ppl cming so we making hard....sorry if we didnt invtie u...just that we have limited space...have fun

i'll be waiting
uthagaboolaga

tranversertity.....trancendence thingy

2008-07-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

Ok time for an update all ye loyal blog readers ok the trancendence show was pretty cool.....i made new frens....just goes to show how music brings people together...the rehersals were fun.....and now time for pics an maybe a video!!!!!!

But firstly a note for YOU!!!

** I didnt know how else to thank you for all you've done...I wrote that song for you fyi.....your really the best......and thats why i did what i did.....and i reall meant evreyword....i really did!!! =)))

Ok time for the pics

The most important person of the day!!! My bestie the one and only chipmunk.....hearts her to the core!!!!Seriously i wouldnt have wanted to share the stage with anyone else!! she raises my confidence!!! SERIOUS!!!And chipy u hav sooooo improved...im like soooo proud of u lah....evrywhr i go...ppl tell me ur awesome...make me damn happpyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=))))

FARAHHHHH!!!!! super nice person i telll youuu....and shes funny TOOOO!!!! damn lucky to hav frenns like her in my life!!! and she deleted the picture i take!!!! hahahah=))))

AMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok she is damn short i mean not shorter then most people but stilll she is short...but damn sweet...and she likes my perfume!! haha....=))))

JACK!!!!!!!!!!!! ok this person i have to tok about!!! SHE has the HOTTESTvoice ive heard....i mean ive heard singers like halely whoevr watever....but she give me goosbumps......im gonna smack tt judge tt kick her out of the comp...he nvr die before issit??BTW don u thinl our outfits match....we look like we came out of sme 60's movie!!!=)))))

Fatin!!!!! this is fatin a lovely friend i met during cheerleading.......very sweet personaility.....and joins me in the innocent ppl of mi club!!!!hhahahah...but she is not tt innocent =)))))

ok from left to right tharenii guitar prodigy of MI, danny spanish girl !!! hahah and may shortest thing i know!!!!hahahah...

ok some how i feel tt i look like russel petters in this video....haha...anyway this beautiful young lady is FITRI!!!!! very good buddy!!! met her through cheerleading...and i did mention her name while i was performing...she jus failed to realise it.......go fitri!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok ppl lazy update video....

its getting crowded in here!!

as always

ill be waiting

uthagaboolaga

erm a very tittle less thingy

2008-07-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

to spare a minute for me is impossible....but to roam around the world is possible

lies......Your beautiful lies.....for all of my cries

Hello all and all....I have a swollen arm.i have no idea why but its swollen!! but who cares anyway......ok i need to go do something like soul searching or like that!! don't fake it!! your just a lie....all the beautiful lie....wat meaningful song

as always

ll be waiting

uthagaboolaga

Well?

2008-07-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

I needed to clear my mind.Didn't know where else to go.Answers are what I've been searching for all this while.One single word has changed me completely inside out.I used to be what i want to be.And i am what i used to be.

I've been putting of for as long as i can rember.I'll get it done now i wont cling on anymore.Its this or nothing at all. I need this chapter.I need the music back. I'll tell you evreything. and anwers ill get.

THIS TIME.........

ITS FOR ME

AND MAYBE YOU TOO........

I'll be waiting...
uthagaboolaga...

My angel of hope

2008-06-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

Wow today was awesome i swear i thought that i was in cloud 9 or whatever cloud that is.

I swear you made me feel so safe today thw whole time i was with you.just wished it never ended.Now i miss you already.I cant wait to see you again...I hope i can.It was literally a dream for me. Being able to be with someone im close with and love alot.Its not what it was like before i had you chipmunk my friends.But now my friends alll seemed to have trned against me.Chippy is kinda busy.The distance is soooooo noticeable.The band is like stressing out. I cant seem to find anybody.

**Even YOU are busy at times**

Man as soon as u left panic poured in like water in a hole.I dont know i get this feeling my friends in school are not really so keen on having me around.I am a happy man, but i do have points that bring me down too ok?

FATIN(i have written your name on my blog...HAPPY??)

i jus really wish to see you again my sweet escape

as always

i'll be waiting..........
uthagaboolaga

Random...

2008-06-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone...I just had these random but from my heart questions/sentences I wanted to pen down.

Are u really real?
Cause thats not what I feel!
Why do u cry in front of me?
Just another show to see!
Why are u so distant?
I need you here this istant?
Is the lie I sing of you?
Cause the tears flow so few.

Are you really a beautiful lie? Have I been conned into beliving your cries?

Alone....In....the dark....13...days.....for....a...life....

I'll be waiting...
uthagaboolaga

Now that it's over

2008-06-09T15:35:00.000+08:00

ok ppl heres the longer version.......

NOW THAT IT’S OVER

So many questions in my head.
Where’s the answer to them all?
So many things that’s left unsaid.
I think I’m gonna take my fall.

I don't know, if I’d last another day.
I don’t know, if that’s all I have to say.

Where do I go now?
Now that it’s over.
What do I say now?
Now that it’s over.

All the beautiful lies,
I believed in your cries.
And the sky tears away tonight.

All the things we planed are dead.
Where were you when i was down.
And here, all the lies were said.
Now I’m waiting to be found.

I don't know, if I’d last another day.
I don’t know, if that’s all I have to say

Where do I go now?
Now that it’s over.
What do I say now?
Now that it’s over.

All the beautiful lies,
I believed in your cries.
And the sky tears away tonight.

Heres a small video....

as always

I'll be waiting...

uthagaboolaga

A long over due song....

2008-06-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

I am trying to put a recording up here too.....if u think my voice to sucky i suggest u turn this blog off.....

heres the the demo of the song

As always...

I'll be waiting..............

Uthagaboolaga

Used

2008-06-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hello all you deceiving lie conjuring people.
Ok few things have happen that need some addressing.

1) I HAVE A LAPTOP!!!
2) I HAVE A DRUM SET!!!(Not complete though)
3) I AM PISSED OFF!!!

OK the first two need no explanation.Thus we will move on to the third point,that despite my previous post there are still people who mistreat me

SOOOOOO here's is a short declaration

I AM NOT SOME SORT OF HEARTLESS SOULLESS FEELINGS DICK WIPE. I DO HAVE FEELINGS AND A SOUL AND A HEART. I DO FEEL BAD WHEN I'M LEFT OUT LIED TO OR CHEATED.HOWEVER I HAVE A HUMONGOUS PATIENCE SO DISS ME ALLLLLLLL YOU WANT BUT PLEASE PLEASE DON'T TAINT THE BEAUTIFUL WORD CALLED FRIENDSHIP CAUSE I'M STARTING TO DOUBT IF I HAVE IT FOR YOU! NOW STOP TRYING TO BE SOMEONE YOUR NOT!!

as always

I'll be waiting..............
uthagaboolaga.............

Reality

2008-05-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hello to all those who happen to stumble upon my emo-ish blog. Well here's the lay down I AM NOT EMO! I just happen to be an individual who happens to think excessively. However I am not the type go around expressing my sorrow(unless I'm deeply hurt). So get the facts right! My blog is not somewhere i come to express my happiness(not usually). After my years of trial and error, I have come to realise what type of person I am. I am an Open-Book-Which-Can-Be-Read-By-Everyone-But-Understood-By-NO-One. See how i have emphasized the "NO". That's what i have come to realise everyone sees me no one knows me. I think you get the point. The fact is I'm just a really gullible person when it comes to kindness,care and love. You see I happen to be bored and I decided to run through my tag board,messages,friendster comments and etc. I see a majority of these texts contain texts claiming to miss me and proclaiming to love me.Now looking at them I can do nothing but annunciate what a idiot I am. I mean come on! Non of these people actually care for me or even give a damn about my welfare, especially if they can go an entire week without even making contact. There's only a few possibilities. 1) They are so extremely busy they forget all of their surroundings(not possible). 2) the Mee-Goreng-Eating-Aliens intercepted all forms of communications and kidnapped you(not possible i already called the aliens they are are denying any involvement) 3) You simply don't care and believe that i cant be kept aside as a reserve such that when you need me i will be there(possible,take not its not that i care anyway, I can die alone it's not against the law!). I am not so particular about being forgotten, it's the lies i can't handle. I have been called all kind of sweet things in my life, but to wake up one day realising its all a lie just kills a man in his heart. That's precisely what has happened to me, I have been conned by the lies of those around me. Let Me tell you deceivers what LOVE,KINDNESS, or EVEN CARE means.

To be kind is to offer your abilities to another without expectations.This thing call kindness has limitations,you only do it for STRANGERS!

To care is to offer your time and abilities to friends without expectations.You do it cause you want to and you feel the Want to do it.This is for FRIENDS!

To love is to offer yourself selflessly without expectations.When you love you mentally there always with the person always. You are willing to spend life the person and live till the end. That is love.This is for LOVERS!

So all you con artists please pity the souls and let them live. PLEASE!!!

Killed by your words
Do you know it hurts?
Wasted by time
Gone were the seasons, you were mine
I put in you my faith
To die alone is my fate
Are you a lie?
Or are you here to help me reach the sky?
What is there left to find?
Where are the answers in my mind?

Red is for the past
Blue is what just finished
Green is for what is the closest
Purple is for the present
Black is for the constants

As always.............

I'll be waiting.............
uthagaboolaga.............

tears that never drop

2008-05-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.I going to emo this entire post do if u don wanna read click the red button on the top right.

Im kinda losing it.my patience tears evrything.No one understands no one to fall back on. Everything seems to be lies.Words ,feelings emotions complete lies.No one to lean on. No one to tell te truth to.Is this what i feared is it really time.???......air rolls down my cheeks in place of tears.Wiping them away i stand just to fall.....like fighting a losing war...i fight against time.just a matter of time before its all gone......one by one their superficial.just lies......only my rthyms will noe my feelings.......only they can feel me.....

ill be waiting......
uthagaboolaga

HELLOOOOOOO!!!!!

2008-03-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

ok people welcome back people i know its been a long time since i have last updated and certain people have started complaining.Yes bora I'm referring to you.And Hemani i don't know how to link!!
hahah

Ok its one of those days again where i feel like honouring the people in my life who make a positive difference!!

Ok first place.This place should be given to the girl that makes the most difference in my life(aka girlfriend).Fortunately or unfortunately i don't have one.So yeah, leaving this spot open!

Ok second place. This place goes to two very important people. CHIPMUNK AND ANGEL!!
Yep the two of you have a very special place in my heart! And hearts you too many2!
The two of you never fail to cheer me up!! Especially CHIPMUNK. ANGEL you're not always there like chipmunk.But your efforts are never any less! LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS.But not more then my future girl lah...ltr she jealous!Hehe

OK third place now this buddy of mine would get second place! But he is always complaining on how he doesn't wanna look gay! He better not be named he knows himself! Ok he is like my blog only I'm super open with him.he knows all my troubles especially when it comes to evil(girls = evil)He always advises me and i do the complete opposite and im fine.so yea u get third place bro!

Ok Fourth place goes to mommy and daddy.yes they after my friends for some reason.and yes i do love them despite their constant nagging.i do understand they care

Ok fifth place go to all of u i have failed to mention in my dedications! sorry you have been accidentally forgotten

And oh yeah... definitely one person will be loved more then everyone mentioned here.
My daughter(future).Yup i will love her even more then my wife.Hard to explain in words and I'm lazy to type.Maybe if your lucky i might actually tell you my weirdness....just try asking me.!

ok the week is totally boring school sucks
MI SUCKS!!
Rugby rocks
everything else is just kental!

And oh yeah

YOU ARE CUTE!!

I just wish to fall in love
We will fly away,like the snow white dove
In my mind lies your beautiful eyes
Can i find the truth that it defies

as always

ill be waiting.............
uthagaboolaga

Tick Tock

2008-03-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

WASSARRPPP!!!!!!!

Hello every one,Ok finaly the holidays are here which means i can finaly get back down to the studio and get some work done(long over due).Time to pick up the jeans!! WOHOOO

Ok RUGBY ROCKS!!! ok training is not tuff exceot when they make us run ten rounds!! tt sucks cse i can only do like 5?? haahha YEa all the otr cca is lik kental lah!!!

OH! OH! SHE IS CUTE!! hahahah sooo random rite!!

I sound abit gay...WHATEVER!!

OK TTS ALL heres the poem for today!!

From his eyes,they roll down
But his lips, they never make a sound
By his promises, he is bound
What is there left to be found?

As usual......

I'll be waiting.............
Uthagaboolaga

WASSSSSURRRPPP!!!!!

2008-03-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

I am back!!!!!!!!!!!! Welcome back all you losers.To another entry of Utha's life

Ok heres whats going on.I am in M.I.Some fucked up school for losers who cant finish their o's in two years...but needthree years ....But the good news is there are people like me around to make the school cool!

Besides me....MR.MI......cool guy theres two other people who help me in making this place a cooler place...Their names are Dan and Rin.....we're like the chest-banging-hand-holding -brotherhood-of-fuck!!Hahaha

OK besides that nothing much in school boring lectures.But fun frens!!

Oh! Oh! YOUR SOOOOO CUTE!!!! hahahah

get well soon eh! I wanna date you!! hahaha

ok here's the latest poem i have penned

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Eyes

I looked in our eyes

I saw the stars

Your smiles they surprise

I'll fly to mars

I'll show you the world

Just give me a chance

You leave me in swirls

Just give me a glance

ok that poem just sucks i know!! hahah but heres my real poem!!! hahah

Lean on me

If only I could see through those eyes
And run through walls like they were made of paper
If only I could fly to the sky
And hold you forever,for later

But it’s ok
I’m here now

Lean on me now
Tonight
Don’t ask me how
Please just confide

We’re singing in the rain
Forgetting the pain
It doesn’t matter how far we go(2x)

ermmm...jus read....

2008-02-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hello to all who have nothing better to do then read my blog.

This post would be about two things, maybe three or four.Dosnt really matter.

Firstly my blood-pumping-4-chambered-cardiac-thingy feels soooooo much better now that i have confessed to my bestie what has been going on with me.However its not the same case for my 2-sided-body-controling-thingy.(Fast fact: Did you noe the brain contains roughly 23 billion neurons, each linked to as many as 10,000 other neurons.).I cant actually sleep sey!! I have been thinking too much! Did i tell you i have a flu? So yeah now you know.......

Ok lets take a break form all my whining and now head over to the other topic of which i wish to elaborate.

VALENTINE'S DAY

Well this year valentine's day is a very speacial day for me. For the first time in seventeen years i actually got a date!! hahah.Good that i cld spend it with a good friend.

Now presenting to you my date for valentine's day.........

..............Ok for some reason i cant pictures up so sad for you guys.....

Ok name of the maiden is Dinie! Heres a super short intro of her

Name:Dinie

Height:below my chest level

Bio:quiet,ambitious,cool,short,funny,bubbly,surprising,mysterious

I cant quite put my finger on it...but she is mysterious! There smthing thats hidden within awaiting to crawl out.....hopefully it not one of those aliens from alien vs predator 2.Then that would jus be digusting.They say pictures say a thousand words....so no picture meaning...no thousand words!!! hahah

Ok the "date" was suppose begin at 130pm at outram but because i was so scared of being late i actuallyleft early but ended up being tooooo early.....so i picked dinie up at harbourfront/vivo(wee-woah) not (wee-wow).....yea...bought some chocs for her sis...but somehow got afraid of me and ran away!! What a start!! OK so we kinda took the train to jurong east to the ice skating rink.....STOP!!! ok let us now rewind to the year 2003.When this blog didnt exsist i tried skating....ran into a tree blacked for two hours and found myself in the hospital with y buck tooth...get the idea about me and skating??....ok come bck 14 feb 2008....ice skating rink ya.....your first question is why the hell am i there??....neither do i know.OK i can skate!!!! and guess wat I did not fall down untill someone fell and made ME fall...so i am PRO...on the account that i need someone to hold me so that i can skate!!! yea skating was fun but my foot freaking hurt!! it hurt worse then my 1st day of work!!!!! ok next up JUMPER!!! i was like dying to see this movie.But i dont wanna go alone sial!!! but this lady here known as dinie got tickets for me!!! jumper was cool...JUMP JUMP!!! hahahah.....but the movie had NO plot what so ever...they just jump around and its cool!!! hahaha....ok if you kniow me well enough and your a girl you wld know i would nvr allow you to blanjah me.....unfortunately i met my match she freaking paid for the movie and the skating!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!!!! so i had to do smthing in return i cloud only et lunch dinner....and yah forced her to let me send her back...........i cdnt take it that she paid!!!Im sooooo gona pay back!!!....yah on the walk bck after sending "miss mystery" off i had lots of time to think.....which is wat made me soooooo lost these few days....i mean i cdnt even tok to my bestie!!! yea.....yea i can only tok to him......(not the ghost don worry)....he told me to chill of and tell my bestie 1st.....so yah i finnaly ot the guts and patience to tell everything to my besties.... now that brings us to the issue we were addressing at the top.......bout my 2-sided-body-controling-thingy.....yea its really FUCKED up right now!!! Need to get the damn repair man down to service it!!And its affected by the virus known as the common flu!!Side efx include delusions and increased sararsm which may result in humour and lameness.

Plainly stated no one can understand whats going on in my head.

If only you could see through my eyes!You would understand!

Ok i kinda co wrote this song.......and yea it describes how i feel....well at least part of it

And I can see it in my eyes,the fires growing dimmer.And I can see it through my life,the chances getting slimmer.I look through those eyes,i see what i need.But to watch you walk away is to watch me bleed.These questions surround you,its jus too new.Help me find you.Help me break through.

Just another entry by me

2008-02-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ok im bloody bored!! Soooooooo i am gona do a blog entry. Ok as much as updates are concerned.Im still Utha.Still a male.Still F***ed up.

It's really getting to my head actually!! I cant get mself to do much.The only reason im over working myself is so that i can take my mind of these things.But it's wearing me out,and it's not helping me that im soo tired.Got a flu now slight flu.Sometimes i wonder why these things happen to me.Music isnt what it used to be for me.It used to unwind me.Now i cant even use it no more.It seems to me that the ink only deepens the scars as it flows on to the paper.I am not emo.I just really feeling the pain.I am happy I am where i am but i cant help but to wish it were better off.Its painfully confusing! What am i doing? I need to search myself.

Life isnt what it used to be. I used to love it now i just live it.Get used to it.

I cant even write a song now for how " " i am.So here are random sentences.

I wanna cry.I want run.I wana lean on someone.I wanna feel.I wanna love.I wana hug.I wanna sleep.I wanna lean.I wanna confide.I wanna fly.I wanna see.I wanna walk.i wanna taste.I wanna try.I wanna hear.I wanna sense.I wanna be me.

I CAN'T

Well that was my blood-pumpin-4-chambered-cardiac-thingy talking.Now let my brain do the talking.Work is cool the oly reason why i am working is cause its fun(This is a complete lie).I love my sense of humor(yet again another lie).Im very happy!(You don need me to tell it to you again.You're cute(this one is the truth).Ok i am off to see this girl who izzan claims is cute.Cioaz folks.

As always

i'll be waiting.............

uthagaboolaga

Question in my head!

2007-12-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

Good day to all my readers!

Well i realise no on has ever actually posted about this particular subject, sooooo i will take the lead and put a entry about this!

Ok! Have u ever felt confusion on a particular matter?! Like what Shakespeare guy used to say "To be or not to be!" Its like "should i tell? or should i not?" Confusing right? YEAH!!! Now you're getting me!

So if u end up telling somebody, something they don't want to hear. You end up wasting a chance!
But on the other hand if you end up not telling someone what they want to know.Its like also wasting your chance!

So should i tell or not? It seems like such a complicated thing!

Am i ready!? Should i try? Should i just just shoot the dick down!? hahahaha

BUT!!!!! I am just gonna take it SLOW and embrace the FLOW.Remember when you take take it EASY you wont feel QUEASY

as always
I'll be waiting...
uthagaboolaga

LEAN ON ME!

2007-12-25T01:27:00.001+08:00

Hey folks! I suddenly got the inspiration to write a song!! So here it is!

Lean on me

If only I could see through those eyes...

And run through walls like it was made of paper

If only I could fly through those skies...

And hold you forever, for later

But it's ok...

I'm here...

Now...

Lean on me now

Tonight...

Don't ask me how

Please just confide...

We'll sing in the rain

Forgetting the pain

It doesn't matter how far we go

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Life isn't a race...so don't rub it in people's face...

Remember....

Take it SLOW , embrace the FLOW

Take it EASY , you won't feel QUEASY

As always

I'll be waiting...

Uthagaboolaga

Thank you!

2007-12-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

Good day to all.

Lots of things in my mind people.But it's not for you all to know! But here is somethings you should!

Full Name: Uthaiyan s/o Kumanan

Name Backwards:Nanamuk o/s Nayiahtu

Nickname:Utha/Otha

Place of Birth:Singapore , Singapore General Hospital

Current Location:Home

Crush: GOT!!! but i cant tell who..

Do you know where your sister is right now?Nope...

What are you listening to right now?Mila's blog song

Told you he/she loved you recently? No one =(

Lava Lamp: Nope But i like one

Been on stage?:Yea too many times

If one day your best friend and you fall deeply in love with the same person, what would you do? Erm tell my fren nicely that he should FUCK OFF

If you could be married of somewhere, where would it be? ON the beach

Do you want children?YESSSS a daughter

Do you own a gun?Yup toy gun

Does someone have a crush on you? Nope I don think sooo

Most recent movie you watched? Golden compass (IS TAHT ALL??)

Pet: Nope

Fav School subject:History.and music

What's your favourite candy? Mars

What is your current desktop picture? Default windows

When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?my hair is curly

Have tattoos?NOPE

Hate someone?Yea my sisters

Who can make you smile no matter what?My friends

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What better way to express my feelings then a song!? so here it is!

It's been a year
It's filled with fear...
But you were here...
Thank you dear!

So now lean on me
just give me a chance to see
Lean on me
Just give us a chance to be..

Can i tell you what i feel
Cause I'm not sure if its real!

I'm dwelling over this thought!

That's all people......
as always

I'll be waiting...
uthagaboolaga..

Ola!! I am a man!

2007-12-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

Good day to ALL my readers!! ok havnt updated for a Loooooong time so heres a quick one.

Ok monday.Went to vivo with ace to get CHIPMUNK a gift.Knew exactly what i had to get! Went around for about two hours or more looking for that particular thing! Sooooooooo hard to find sey!! Ok after that we went to watch movie of the day which was "Alvin and the Chipmunks".Movie was bullshit,no story line.Buuuuuuttttttt the chipmunks were sooooooooo cute!!! I loooovveeee Theoredore!! He is so cute!!.OK after that went to Seah Im got some grub! then we went home!

Tuesday.Went out with Mila and faisal to watch movie of the day which was "Golden Compass".Movie quite ok lah.Wouldnt call it horrible! But nooo cute stuff.The cool part was the bear fight!!Hahahah.
And chipmunk, I saw it lah dont deny! Anyway your welcome!Glad you like it!

Due to some unfortunate reason i cant remember what happened on wednesday and thursday! I think I worked!!

OK today(Friday).Ok this would be a very good example as to why you should not trust girls!!
Mila messaged me yesterday asking if i were yo be going to the secondary one "orientation".I replied to her that no one had asked me.Then she suggested we go together.Guess what?? I woke up early in the morning,rushed down to school to find out it was just the registration!! I gave her the "look"(the i knew couldnt trust you look)!!! Hahah we were laughing about it.Since it was damn early,we decided to get breakfast at macdonalds! We ate the two dollar meal and talked till about 11 plus! then i decided to go down to vivo and get ace a present! So we went down to vivo got him the watch he wanted,then drink "chocolate euphoria" at Ben and Jerrys! Then after that go home!!

Thank you Chipmunk for the lovely bracelet! LOVVVEEEEE IT!!

I really, really like leh!!

hahaha

As always.....

I'll be waiting....
uthagaboolaga.

I feel good!!

2007-12-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

Good day to all my readers!

Yup you read it right I FEEL GOOD!! Which is rare!! Nope I am not attached to some girl! I am not a Cheapo!! This time is cause i see everything clearly! I Know what the meaning of life is!
Take it slow!Embrace the flow!

Some times we people tend to rush life abit.Which is why we end up in deep shit!Haha.

Ok now about work.Finally the lift and escalator is fixed and so is the PG door! Yay!!(Clap now)
ok other then that,all my collegues are so fun!(take that Rais).Bored to death sitting at home!(where are you(Mila) when i need you!)

Ok my social life is probably at a hault because I am working.I havn't been Going out with friends for a long time!

Its hard tell you what I feel
Cause evrything seems so unreal

You caught me by surprise I guess
You picked me up from a real big mess

Thank you

I'll be waiting...
Uthagaboolaga

Where was i?

2007-12-10T12:09:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!! Hope your having a great day! I LOVE MY WORK!!!!

Ok this week has been a busy one with work and all.

Firstly work.Did I tell you guys I love my work? Cause I DO!!! Come on,who would not love a job like mine?You get paid $5.80/hour to smile and waive at bikini babes,get the clean beach air,and see cute babes!! I love it.Plus all my colleagues are fun cool.Did i mention to u my neighbour is working with me? I only found out like one week ofter working with him that he is my neighbour!! Hahah.Cool. Ok here's the UNCOOL part.Its kinda standing all day long(even with all the babes giving you a adrenalin rush),your legs will ache! Another things is since i have started working everyday something seems to spoil!! haha
Day1: PG doors!
Day2: Lift jams!
Day3: Lift jams up AGAIN!
Day4: Entry point breaks down!
Day5: Ticketing machine spoils!
I AM SWAY!!!! hahahaha

Ok after a hard week of working i wanted to get back to friends!!
We planned a "13 is a crowd" outing!
So all of sudden everybody bueys!!
So it's left with mila and me!
Haha but undeniably it was a damn lucky and FUN day!!
Firstly met up wit mila at boonlay station(MILA WAS LATE!!!)
Haha so we aheaded over to pasir ris and then took a bus down to Escape theme park.
Ok we got there purchased the tickets,then went in. Ok we skipped the first two rides as we felt they were too childish!!We went straight for the RAINBOW!! Ok wasn't that thrilling or what because I have been on it for like the umpteen time! SO after our"warm-up" ride we aheaded to the Go-Kart,ok this is where our amazing good luck starts! The que was damn looong! Then when we joined the que,people actually started quitting we moved ahead the we got to cut all the way to the front!!Lucky right!!hahah.Next I wanted to take the INVERTER!! In the que i was abit afraid.It was my first time! But the ride was soo cool being spinned around Upside down never felt cooler! the only thing was probably the harness was damn tight it squeezed my balls!!Ok this is the lucky part immediately after our ride they closed down the ride due to technical difficulties! How lucky are we? I really wanted to catch the ride.The me and Mila wanted to cool off!! What better way then to go to the LUGE(wet and wild)? Guess what it started raining people went out of the que(it was indoor by the way) and when our turn came it stopped raining! Can you believe it!!! Next we went to take the viking! que was kinda short! Amazing yet again!! Ok after this ride the both of us were in the verge of puking so we decided to chill of first.We took our one dollar coins and played this lame boat game! hahaha.Kept banging Mila's boat!! wakakaka!! ok after that Mila wanted to take this kiddy roller coaster!So i jus said ok.The compartment was so small! We were kinda cramped in it!hahah.Furthermore the ride was so bumpy!!Kept banging into Mila! haha The the last round i purposely knock her!! hahahah.Ok by now we had covered all the rides in the park!!(exception to kiddy rides)!We were exhausted(i think).We went down to the kopitiam and got some western food!I got "1/2 barbecue chiken rice" and F&N Grape, Mila got the "panggang ayam"and Ice lemon tea.Ok we ate and talked bout life stuff! Then Mila being sweet bought me a ice cream for being late! So we shared the Ice cream and walked back to the MRT station.I was so tired from work and all,I kinda didnt talk to mila one the train ride home(I slept)!OK after sending mila off at boonlay, I went back to pasir ris to attend My cousin's dinner.
Mila thank you for that day.It was soo fun!!

Ok then went back to work on Sunday.Its been raining like hell nowadays,so business is not that good! haahahah(Speaking like coffee shop uncle).Work is fun! I wouldn't actually call it work! Thankfull for being blessed.Life must be lived happily! Thats what i learnt on saturday!

And yah...i think I like very much leh!! hahah

as always.....
I'll be waiting!!

Where was i??

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Where were we??

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The band the place where i grew up..............

Nope we're not gay

MY juniors so proud of them

That's all for now,a picture can say a thousand words.If your picture is not here don't be sad it means i don't have your picture.

I'll be waiting....

uthagaboolaga